Currently Watching Million Dollar Baby (Widescreen Edition) By Morgan Freeman, Hilary Swank see related

To Fabio:

Currently Reading Sun Also Rises By Ernest Hemingway see related

My brother moved out. His room has now become "the computer room" which houses keine (none) computer. I'm thinking, speaking and writing in German a lot lately- in hopes that the date will change to June 23, when I will depart from this little baby town, to Munich Germany for three weeks to live with a host family that I have never met before. Lets just pray they're not crazy people- I'll be there for three weeks. I'll be going hiking in the alps and all of you will be here- bored. =D

I'm at my dads shop to type an essay- however my mind is blocked of ideas, and there is no type of professional typing program on this computer, except "Wordpad". I can't even insert an header/footer. Which initially means- I will fail this assignment, because Mr. Turner is an anal analyzer. (heh)

Caitlin came to see me this weekend. It was the best two days that I've had in a very very long time. My number of friends have dwindled some because of the schedule arrangement that I had first semester, and I've had (and continue to have) a difficult time fitting myself back in where I used to be accepted. My old friends are different now- and all have plans for spring break...unlike myself. Initially, I was very surprised that going to O.C. wasn't even mentioned to me- but I'm over it. I can spend my time elsewhere...

My parents and I arn't getting along anymore- they refuse to compromise the hour of the day with when I get to leave the house. School, work, sleep, repeat. Believe me, Fridays and Saturdays, and the fact that I don't have to wake up early for school the next morning, dont mean anything.

I turn 18 in one month exactly. I guess we'll see what happens. 

Currently Listening Gotta Get Thru This By Daniel Bedingfield see related

Daniel and I got a kitten, and her name is Mercedes. (Mercy for short). Or- as Daniel calls her "Slajorna". Which in Italian, means fart.

She lives at Daniels- and she loves it. She doesn't have to share with anyone but Daniel and Max, so she has run of basically the entire apartment- and is spoiled rotton. Surprisingly, even the intimidating, loud and sometimes egotistical brother admits that he loves her. Mercedes isn't afraid of Max though either...no matter how far over his 6'4" stance he holds her or when he calls her "Skinny ass".

She plays in the bathtub after one of them gets out of the shower, because she likes to play in the leftover water. =)

Daniel talks to Mercy sometimes when he thinks no one is listening- and he refers to me as "Mommy". <33

I'm in a prediciment with myself in a struggle with trying to lose 10-15 lbs. Going back to school seemed to hit me harder than I had predicted, and I feel like I kind of don't fit in. I was talking to Nick about it the other day, and he agreed that we both feel like new students in our own school. Which definetaly isn't fun- especially when its your second time doing it. I'm not overweight- but I feel like I should be a little bit healthier and I'd like to see my weight somewhere on the light/average range. Right now I seem to be on the "upper average" as the school nurse says. I still wear the same size jeans? But weighing 140lbs, and wearing a size two I guess isn't considered average. =/

ANYWAY after spending the past hour wondering where my boyfriend was and calling both of his brothers to look for him- it turns out that he was home in his bed the entire time and didn't hear me knock on the door. I could be angry that I have already driven to his house once today....but I'm not. <333

I met Daniele's family over MSN messenger the other day with webcam (to Italy). I had no idea what they were saying without Daniele there to translate except when she said "HEY GIRLLLL!" (I guess thats all she really thought to say)- but thats what made them both so cute. Apparently his mom is already making wedding arrangements in her cute little head.

I guess its something with Italians.